I’ve written and rewritten this.
I’ve written from a place of horror: I saw the video of him being shot. It’s something I wish I’d never seen.
I’ve written from a place of reaction: A friend didn’t have the empathy I needed him to have, and it dumbfounded me.
I’ve written from a place of explanation: Why Charlie? Why, out of all the murders and horrors, was he getting the attention? (Because that viral, horrible, gruesome video where millions of us watched it)… And maybe something else. But that’s for another time.
But now I write to you as someone who, up until just over two weeks ago, didn’t really know about Charlie Kirk. I’ve seen bits and pieces on the news and social media, but I wasn’t too familiar.
I’m an American. Safe to say, no matter one’s political registration, we all have friends and family who have strong opinions on one side or the other. I dance down the line of people pleasing, (because I hate drama).
But my values?
My values.
The news gives me anxiety. I’m not obsessed with it. I follow Jesus. That’s the lead of my values. I love Jesus with all of my heart, and the Bible says to pray for your leaders (1 Timothy 2:1-2), so I adhere to that. Maybe not as often as I should.
But Charlie.
Charlie Kirk. A virtual stranger two weeks ago. Someone I have wept and prayed for (his family), nearly every day since September 10th.
This feels different. This feels spiritual.
I should know better than to look at comments. Some in the same boat I am, utterly horrified and grieved over someone they’ve never met – because they saw it.
Some celebrating it, justifying it. Which is utterly beyond me. What kind of world are we in that so many people can be happy about the assassination of man who never harmed anyone, but only wanted to create dialogue?
For me, my counselor explained that seeing the video of his assassination is indeed trauma and does alter your brain chemistry. Even though I didn’t know him.
I’m familiar with having your brain chemistry altered due to loss. My mom and grandparents are in Heaven.
But this… still feels different.
A man was brutally murdered in front of hundreds of college campuses. I’ve heard that his little daughter tried to run to him because she was scared of the sound of the shot (that gutted me). A young man, close in age to me by a matter of months. A man with a beautiful, strong wife, and two little ones.
A man who tried to create open dialogue. Who was willing to peacefully hear and work with the other side. Even those (with consciences) on the political opposing side admire how he was respectful.
Don’t get me wrong. I’ve seen the clips. The ones that are criticized. The cropped clips. Because, I have a degree in journalism. I dig. The clips that one side of the news media shows you are – more than likely – always cropped and out of context to get their audience to be outraged. It worked. It worked so well that an innocent man died because of it. Because those claims? They’re taken so far out of context that it would be almost funny if it wasn’t terrifying.
And I hear you. Both sides of the spectrum do it to different people. Do your research. Look for the context. Never take the biased news at its word. Definitely don’t take Tik Tok snippets at their word. If there’s a clip of someone saying something that sets you off – deliberately try to prove the truth of it. Look for the context. And maybe be surprised at how much the media twists things by cropping a fragment, and then sways you with their biased commentary. For some, you just get angry. For the demons, they bring out a bullet or rejoice over it.
Because this, this out of everything, isn’t political. It’s not right vs. left, though it feels like it should be. He leaned one way, right?
No.
It’s a battle of good vs. evil.
If you’re scoffing and saying it had to be political: Look at the response, the demons rejoice (because only evil rejoices when innocent is slain). Then look at his memorial, viewed by tens of millions. His memorial where, social media dubbed Avengers of worship (Phil Wickham, Brandon Lake, Cody Carnes, Kari Job, Tiffany Hudson, and Chris Tomlin). Where every speaker essentially pointed to one thing: Jesus.
Charlie Kirk. If your legacy is such that it leads to dozens and dozens of people sharing the Gospel at your memorial, then what a legacy to have. If your legacy is such that your life and death were the catalyst for revival, then what a legacy to have. If your memorial causes millions of people around the world to hear the Gospel repeated over and over, then, my goodness, I know you heard the words, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” (Matthew 25:23) As your beloved wife said, you blinked, and you saw Jesus.
It was an honor to watch the memorial. I watched the hours of worship by some of my favorite Christian artists. I watched stranger after stranger, person after person, politician after politician, a grieving, yet unbelievably strong widow, the leader of the free world… I watched every single one of them stand on a stage and give one message: Charlie wanted the world to know Jesus. Charlie lived his life for Jesus. Charlie wanted people saved… even the kid who ended his life.
But that kid didn’t end Charlie’s life. He just sent him to the beginning of eternity. He wanted to silence him, but instead, there’s revival.
And then I think of the one I do follow. The one who was loved by many but hated by so many – to the point where they crucified Him. To the point where they rejoiced over His death and tried to hide the fact of His resurrection. They were deeply, unfortunately, confused in their pride, thinking they had it right. Thinking that they followed God’s law to a T, because they were the experts – and here was this…man. Claiming He knew more about their God – even going so much as to call Him His Father! How dare He, right? This man who was causing disturbances, inconvenient crowds, daring to welcome (and heal) lepers, the blind and lame. He flipped over tables and called the self-righteous hypocrites. They tried to trap Him. They finally got someone to lie about Him. Then they sentenced Him to death. Yet on the bloody cross, Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” (Luke 23:24, NIV) Because while they thought they knew it all, they were blind. But Jesus saw, and He saw them. And it wasn’t the Pharisees, Sadducees, or Pontius Pilate, who ultimately killed Him. It was our sins that were the reason He came, and His amazing love that held Him there. Jesus laid His life down…for them. For us.
But Jesus.
He is risen, indeed. He came here for the whole world, because He loved it so much. He came here, knowing our pride, knowing our sorrows, bearing our grief, and sins, and sicknesses. He came here knowing how confused we are. He came here for us. He died for us. And He conquered death and the grave, for all eternity. Because half of us might be grieving now, half of us might be in turmoil now, but to all who “confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.” (Romans 10:9, ESV)
In the words of Dr. Frank Turek, “Charlie, right now, is in Heaven. Not because he was a great husband & father. Not because he sacrificed for his Savior. Charlie Kirk is in Heaven, because his Savior sacrificed Himself for Charlie Kirk.”
This battle is good vs. evil. The enemy gloated when he thought the bullet succeeded. But Charlie lived his life in such a way that pointed to Christ, that people are returning to church, picking up their Bibles, seeking God. Revival is happening. Heaven is rejoicing!
Jesus has won the ultimate war. And everyone who accepts and follows Him gets to live for eternity. That message – the Gospel – was the ultimate priority of Charlie Kirk’s life.
“If the world hates you keep in mind that it hated me first.” – John 15:18, NIV
“But if it is from God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You may even find yourselves fighting against God!” – Acts 5:39, NLT
“For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in heavenly realms.” – Ephesians 6:12, NIV
“These will wage war against the Lamb, and the Lamb will overcome them because He is the Lord of lords and the King of kings; and those who are with Him are the called and chosen and faithful.” – Revelation 17:14
“He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” – Revelation 21:4, NLT
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